My reflection looked at me with no life in it's eyes. It put it's hand out the mirror and grabbed me by the throat, and pulled me inside into it's world on the other side.
It was like standing in the dark watching my own shadow cry. My thoughts were all screaming! Crushing me as I tried to stop thinking.
My anger turns into rage. No laughter on my reflections face, sadness has taken over happiness has lost it's place.
So cold in a world were the sun shines all day, were the stars always shine every night they shine so bright.
As I look and wonder? Why my shadow cry's it makes me numb. My destiny has been chosen death will have to come.
A voice starts to whisper you won't be missed, you were never loved. Take these pills an cut your wrists.
Your life has no meaning, once you dead you can stop screaming. Don't be afraid of the other world were broken souls and tears have to go.
A place were there's no reflection and many mirrors waiting to watch you waiting.
All your problems seem to be lost, and your thoughts no longer rot. Your heart will never beat and crave love from deep with-in.
My shadow doesn't speak it stands there as silent as the darkness all around me.
JidosReality 24.1.14
#JidosReality This was a dark time in my life, when you come to a point were there is no more answers or questions, my life really did not matter.