I read of love I don't know,
Or thought I wouldnt
But when I read it
I still think of you
I compare everything to you
You're the only one that still strikes an emotion in me
Like these fictitious realities
You're just a vague memory
But sometimes all I see
You never had to be alone
But you gave me no choice but to go
It's been almost a year
And almost every day I think of you as if you're still here
In my life
But you're still just in my mind
Maybe you always only were
I think we both know you weren't actually there for me at all
Somehow part of me still doesn't mind
Hoping to see you atleast one last time
You're not the forgettable kind

Surprisingly that's the most difficult thing about you
Even after all you put me through
I find myself waiting