Ha, I laugh because the person I loved seems like nothing more than a mere artifact
You claimed to love me but what was the point in saying words you knew you would take back
I can't believe I fell for it again fell for anther trick
But lemme ask you something was it worth ******* my former friend's ****
Seriously you kissed him but I got over that and tried to work things out
Until I found out he had his itsy bitsy spider climbing up your water spout
What I don't understand is you made me feel like **** when I was the victim being played
Now I realize the search for my soulmate is just like waiting in an airport when your flight gets delayed
What's so funny is you came to your senses apologized and asked to start over
But the closest you'll be is a friend because I'm not asking you to come over so don't think this is red rover
I mean how much damage do you think a human's heart can take
What, do you believe a simple sorry makes things better once you let it shatter and break
You know, I was willing to be with you for the rest of my life even though we broke up so you could deal with your issues
But you left me alone in the dark kleening up with my best friend who always gave me tissues
The fact that you were the first person I loved makes it even harder to get it out of my mind
Because you have my heart ripped up, torn apart, feeling like the aftermath of Columbine
I was willing to die for you and I was willing to give you all I had
But right now I'm sure as hell glad
That you showed yourself and took the mask off that you never revealed
Right now I'm feeling stupid for believing you because I know wasn't the only grain of grass in your field
The fact that you asked to start over is what got under my skin
Because you ****** my boy and now it's bringing the true anger from within
I always tried to help you and I gave you my all
You could go to China and realize the list of things I was willing to do for you was longer than the Great Wall
Every time I look back the memories of me and you are cremated, turned into ashes and dust
Now I look up to God and ask myself who can I really Trust?