justice exists in the world
it just can't be everywhere
for everyone
all of the time
but stay sweet my dear
keep a smile on your face
ignore the crosswind
deny the warning signs
there is no good and bad
only people doing
the best they can
with that they have
and despite your
reminders of all i lack
you'll neither find in him
so why can't you love me back?
memories of you are
like being stung by a dead bee
buried dreams and visions
and all that you meant to me
hope is a waking nightmare
just like that bee, long dead
i prefer the surrender in sleep
til i awake, your last whispers
running through my head