the constant feeling of that i am crawling out of body, and my soul is stuck in a dark corner.
like a dark shadow is creeping upon me, and i am living in that darkness. the sadness takes over, the criticism takes over.
And i wish it was constructive, i wish it was from a source outside, but it’s me questioning myself.
the pressure builds up and my eyelids gets heavier.
Maybe i could feel lighter, maybe i could explain maybe i had the right words.