And when I go then how sad will it be then When the eternal forest changes from night To Day will you be there in the back of The hospital crying then under a ceaseless Sun of an eventual goodbye will it be then like The far corner of the woods or will it be rather Like a thousand faces you decided never to Look at. Puddles of rain, patches of snow. Will it be then like a beetle on a Slow day when the only exit was a door out Into oblivion? I decide then not to think of the times When I turned on the front porch light and you were Just outside of view. Will it be then? Like leaving, rather on a slow day in say march