I swore I'd love you until my last breath This weapon in my hand won't do a **** thing unless I let it It can't hurt me or take my life It's only a gun or a knife Which to choose isn't a hard choice For neither is mine, I'm gonna drink this bottle Till there's nothing left Till the pain of every memory fades away No more cuts and no more buts I'm not gonna say I can't cause you know I can Waiting for the moment when - Everything is gone No more pain, no more emotion, no more anything Nothing A void consumes my soul As I drink deep from this bottle and all others like it Hoping to drown out my sorrows I realize one thing They're all beacuse of one person One mistake - You I drink till the stars burn out Everything's gone and I fade into the blackness Till I'm six feet underground No more ache in my chest begging for more Just me and the solid earth around me No light but that before I died Before I took my life with the bottle My last words hardly audible No one was around to hear "I love you" I loved you with my last breath Though I'm no longer here I love you