Feb 2012
Happy, knowing I'm here
Dreading, when I am not.
In your arms
Is my version of home
Away from you
Just never feels right.
What will I do when I go back?
What will happen when I go back?
I can't shut myself out anymore
I don't want ongoing fights...
Can we last any longer,
In our torn and tattered state?
or will this be it...?
All we can do,
Is take it one day at a time...
...I guess...
You were right
You were always right.
I can't change
Not even for you
Not even for the one that means the most
So here I am... left with this
This torn and tattered state.
I'm happy knowing I'm here
But what will happen when I'm not?
...I guess only time will tell
**January 4, 2012
Dreading, when I am not.
In your arms
Is my version of home
Away from you
Just never feels right.
What will I do when I go back?
What will happen when I go back?
I can't shut myself out anymore
I don't want ongoing fights...
Can we last any longer,
In our torn and tattered state?
or will this be it...?
All we can do,
Is take it one day at a time...
...I guess...
You were right
You were always right.
I can't change
Not even for you
Not even for the one that means the most
So here I am... left with this
This torn and tattered state.
I'm happy knowing I'm here
But what will happen when I'm not?
...I guess only time will tell
**January 4, 2012
I wrote this one while I was home for Winter Break, dreading leaving my girlfriend again in a few weeks because it's the best thing in the world to be with her.
