On a street lined with trees I feel my brain's been impaled, and all of my dreams are cold and dead as old nails. But through all the pain, through the whispering loss, I'm alive, but I'm stained like some man on a cross. I just want to see - for a second or a year - if there's a chance I could be better than who is here, looking back through the glass, encouraging sadness, living in the past and drowning in the madness that comes with realizing he's the mistake.