I woke last night in a sweat, eyes gaped open and throat tight shut. I awoke, from the American Dream. My original fear was that I wouldn't know what was going on. Upon waking, a new fear was confirmed. The fear of knowing, and not having the power to speak. My mouth had been sewn shut by the Patriot Acts of the powers that be. My audience was rendered deaf as the Freedom of Speech, or even my freedom to speak was rendered obsolete in the aftermath of smoking towers. Now we're living in a world of smoky mirrors and no one seems to remember that John Kerry was never against the war. The hippies and the boomers raised the standard on the education / occupation link. Now, most of the class of 03' is helping with a different sort of occupation, cause they don't have the money to be "progressive". Plato once said, "Be wary of any enterprise requiring new clothes" and this sent me into a panic.
I don't want to march for war, and likewise for peace. I see "regime change starts at home" stuck to the bumper of a black SUV But when I asked that lady for change, she said she didn't have any.
Now I'm sitting on the sidewalk thinking about government, listening to Dylan and realizing no basement medicines will shut out new realizations.
And the thought crosses my mind:
"Maybe this is the way it's always been."
Thoughts on the 2004 Election, Homelessness in the wake of 9/11, and the apathy about politics in our country.