I stare blankly at the stationary
I don't quite know what to say
I know what I need to say
But I just don't really know how to express them
I sit in anticipation
Waiting for my pen to write
Willing my fingers to move
I am wrapped with indecision
Its like my mind and body are frozen
Its almost like they are paralyzed
As if the thought of writing alone
Has caused my mind to falter
I know it needs to be done
I need to set it free
Set free the emotions
The things that you did
The things that I did
The things that we both can't take back
The things that we said to each other
The time that we both can't take back
The anger and the frustration
The love and passion that might still be there
Its all there
Still raw
Real emotions are threatening to grasp me
But I know that I need to write
Need this cathartic ritual
To get rid of everything
And give it all back to you
And be honest
And just write
And get it all out
Before it paralyzes me any further
And keeps me from moving on
And moving forward with my life