i wither in time and space
i fall blank
in memory and place

all crashing down
in thin lines
subsequently
time after time

i know i was the first
who took off
and never came
to return

but you do know
im never stagnant
never still
i don't know what i want
so i journey

—different places
people
paces

until im lost
until im never found
am my own ghost
wandering
to different grounds

but there's an unending plea
to never search for me

tis where i deserve to be
withering for eternity