Everyday is planned out. I know how it will start. I know how it will end. I know what I will feel. I know what I wish I felt. Everyday feelings emotions tears that I shed Is just apart of my everyday Everyday I try to make a difference I try to be nice I try not to be mean to people I try to talk normally without an attitude I don't have one right? EVERYDAY I LIE TO MYSELF EVERYDAY THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THE DATE EVERYDAY IM A MONSTER TO MY FAMILY, TO MY FRIENDS EVERYDAY I.am.a.bully EVERYDAY I hate myself everyday. Every day I wake up and live in my own world. It seems to be falling down now. But that happens everyday anyway. Right?