I told her I am somebody new this year. Someone with a story to tell. Someone with something to write about.
Last year I was a drug addict. The year before that, I was a drug dealer. The year before that I lost all my money gambling. The year before that I tried to be a gambler. The year before that, my sister picked me up in front of a greyhound station. I didn't have any shoes. I was trying to be a hobo. The year before that I was trying to be an artist...or an alcoholic...whichever one drinks more. The year before that I dropped out of college. The year before that I tried to be a college student. That year. The year I started writing. The year my words started to flow. The year I had a teachers love support me to the point where I left school to go support myself by writing. That year, I tried to be a writer. But I didn't have anything to write about. And she said, "go try new things." "Go be somebody new." "Go be someone with a story to tell" she told me, "Go be someone with something to write about"