I am
About to cry
Again
2 years with you
And you’ve seen me cry
How many times?
More than
The rest of my life
All combined
I never cry
It makes my
Eyes burn
And nose run
My words short
My throat tight
Unable to capture the
Flow of my words right
But here I am again
Almost 5 am
The baby wakes up
At 8
Hes a morning baby
All smiles and
Bubbly laughter
That sounds like
Sunshine….
Not that you would know
Even when youre home
Im the one that
Puts him to bed at 10
And gets up with him at
2, 4 and 8 am
If im even asleep cuz
You like to stay up late
And so did I in
Another time
In another time
We were perfect
You and i
And now youre not even here
And I don’t even know where to go
You’ve left me with nothing
No shelter, no home
No food
No phone…
You don’t answer me
Anyway
Anymore