Some days I feel like I can take over the world... others I feel like it's swallowing me whole...
Some days I smile freely and forget... others I don't even want to get outta bed...
Some days laying on someone else's arms is easy... others... you run laps around my brain ... and I feel like ripping my heart out of my chest...
Some days I want to scream out loud and ask God why...
others... I just cry in silence... as I remember you... as every inch of my body calls your name... as I look around the apartment and the memories take over my brain.

I'm just looking for that day when I can say your name and feel peace in my heart... no more pain.