Idling in the wind, Sour ash falling slow on my blank back, Shadows of fears leak, Bitterly down our temples cheek, Donβt be stoked alive, barrels of fire the wood is fake. The smoke will only make you sick, turn out your insides and eat them in bits The only way down is a broken sad stack of books, shivering and alone, and everyone that loved you are now up and gone Sit with pace when your feet are dancing in the clouds Because you laugh inside but i laugh outlaid You may tether and tally, count up the knots But when you step to look down, all that loved is lost. I hold in my belly, a catalog of seeds And when i die forever those seeds are me They dance in the river, sleep in the trees, eat sour cherries and practice hearts breaking free love what you love and hold with might True hearts beat on forever