He still says hi to me with pity,
like he wants to make sure I'm okay.
To see if it's okay for him to talk to me.
I understand.
I might seem upset or jealous.
Maybe it's because I am...
No it's not because of that,
he got that because he is
compassionate, empathetic, outgoing,
funny, sweet, and loved.
That's why I'm jealous.
I want his attitude, I want his outlook on life.
He's optimistic.
While I have a stick shoved so far up my *** I can't seem to hold onto friends for longer than a school year.
**** life.