nights like these
i end up on my knees
praying that i didn't have to be so lonely
praying that somebody would hold me.
its not heartbreak anymore
my heart isnt sore
its numb
and the tears wont come out
no matter how hard i try
i just cant cry.
nights like these
i am reminded
that it is better to ache than to not feel
because suddenly nothing feels real.
im just living in a fantasy world
but nobody will come out to play
reality feels sort of far away.
nights like these
i remember
everybody leaves.