My mind is out of control and so is my heart. I have no clue what to feel. but when I do I feel anger and sadness. I lose my train of thought. Repeat Repeat You must repeat to yourself so you don't forget. but then it's lost. Just like me. everything doesn't seem as important as I thought they would be. I'm like a ticking bomb that can explode at anytime. every person around  me bringing me closer to exploding. Words Words words flow out of their mouths. I can hear them from a far distance. but it all just turns to fuzz. but none of it seems to matter anymore. I just feel numb towards everything. the feeling of peer helplessness. It's as thick as blood. Nothing seems to matter anymore. *Nothing