tellin’ me what you had to do
when right now i cant really care
speakin’ to me about what i have to do
how you went through this and that
when i have only experienced that
yeah, what you are doing is hard
but i did all this and it was harder
i know these things
but right now i
do not want to listen
i have lost my ability to comprehend things
I know it seems a lazy way to do things
but i am so tired
of doing things i know i have to do
if i want to be somebody
if i want to be able to be anybody
in this world
but right now
the wrong feelings of motivation are inside of me
there is no motivation inside of me
no one understands this side of me
this side wants to be alone
it does not want to answer the phone
it does not want to do things that will help in the long run
it only desires some short term fun
so leave a message
hopefully i will take a listen later
i will be willing to hear you out
i will not sit and pout as you spout
i have gone through this and that
together you say we could figure it all out
right now you need to understand
that it has all crashed over me
and the motivation has temporarily leaked outside of me
with the tide it will come back in
but right now
it seems so much easier without
remember i am sorry
for the angry things i may have mumbled or shouted
i know you care
but right now i am without a care in the world
or at least willing to hide from it
this poem is just the sum of it
know i love you
and one day
i will take your advice and my common sense
and i will make a difference
the world will be a better place
i will no longer be stuck stagnant
success and i are a magnet
the poles are just currently flipped
and push apart
but like what goes up comes down
i will turn one around
and all my judgement will once again become sound