i got caught up in a riptide today the ocean is normally my friend but today i was sweeped under forced to roll with the waves and be dragged i couldnt breathe or come up for air i struggled against the water and when the ocean finally stood still i had to fight to get to the surface it felt like the longest descent i didn't know if i would make it but then again i didn't have time to think my face broke the surface and i gulped in the air gasping and scared i kept breathing til the next wave came so is life it's scary we don't know if we can come back up for air and right when we seem okay another wave comes. but we have to keep swimming keep fighting keep struggling to stay alive. it's hard but it's so worth it.