They say "you never know what you had until it's gone".
They're right.
Today things ended,
Maybe for good.
all I can think is: "I'm going to regret this".
"i shouldn't have".
But that won't bring you back.
I told you I was done and I thought meant it.
I was wrong.
Without you I'm
Distraught.
Depressed.
Distant.
Slowly sinking back into my
Old ways.
Back to my secluded hole,
to my shadow.
I pray this isn't
Forever.
Without you they'll come back,
The shadows.
I don't know if I can deal with them
Alone.
-d.n.