it has been a long time since i've wrote anything here
so
i am very sorry that i am not worthy enough and i have nothing as valuable to be given back to you.

i have and have not been so poetic lately even though i have so many jumbled up thoughts that could be made into stories that people wouldn't understand just like how i don't understand myself so i don't know how to portray my feelings through words other than having a lame and boring result like this one (and now it feels like a blog more than a poem entry)

**sorry