I don't know where to start.
There isn't a current location in my brain,
And no final destination in my feet.
All I know is that I love it when our eyes meet.
I can't remember the first time you held my hand.
I can't remember the first thing this said to me.
But I remember the first time we laid side by side.
And when you broke my collar bone,
Apologies falling from your lips like the tears that roll each night for a hundred nights and more until I see you.
I dont know if it gets worse before it gets better,
Or if the sun will rise before I wake, but I do live in the fact that you'll be there when I do.
I long for the past like it was a good ex-girlfriend.
I wish I didn't take those 45 minute drives for granted.
I would've walked every mile.


What has been done has been done,
What will be done is for us to decide.
Forward, backward,
I don't care.
As long as you exist I will live like this.