You know, you're never here anymore You're hardly ever sober And you're making all these memories That everyone but you can remember
'Why do you always get so ****** up?' - they ask And you don't know what to say Because you ask the mirror the same question And she just laughs but her eyes are Somber and kind of frightened, Even though you know you're never scared of anything.
I don't drink because I'm sad like I used to I don't need drugs because it hurts too much I guess I just like the risk. The freedom. The inability to make rational decisions.
They say you can't escape your own mind But I have found a way.
And strange boys take the love you didn't want And I know it's not love but I can pretend for the night And your kiss has been replaced too many times to count,
But still you're the only love I ever write about.