why do you think i'm some puny Bruce Springsteen song monologue? trapped in some high-school macabre memorisation of Monday? i loved the army routine of Catholic schooling, the uniform and the very clearly liberal library choice of books that no one really cared to notice... Stendhal was there, the Gnostic heresies were there, people minded free periods "studying" for their A-levels than reading the books... well... more like Kit-Kats in Salmons at South Park peeping Tom's salivating D. now i could join to being really nostalgic, what with me French braid and girls getting wet and ******* in year 10 and 11 me being in year 13... this ain't a Bruce Springsteen song... this ain't no glory days memorandum... i worked like Proust from after what was said was enough to make any man want to die sooner... even the supermarket attendees are dubbing me the nickname: Russian Roulette... 70cl of a whiskey a night... they're betting on the night when i start joking with Rasputin in marshmallow clouds; well, you know, us peasants can't joke with the urban people about crude affairs concerning Greece... esp. not with the "ladies", us peasants never made it with the urban lazy-girls, we were sorta treated like ******* given the motto: ****** goes in, does his job, ****** exits... Shakespeare fills the rest, i mean rhyming caricature *** in bed while you read a book and she played a video game; typical politics that always excluded the butcher and the baker, because all that mattered was how one nobility spawned the iron maiden, and the other nobility gave thought to acorns being harvested for nourishment... and of course, much latter, wheat for dough... still that other nobility, having exhausted the pleasures of *** giving birth to torture instruments and ****... while the lesser nobility took more pleasure from taking a ****... ease that loaf of **** out to every Hellenic gods' non-involvement in trivial tribunals of: what goes in and what goes out, where and when... v. what goes in and what goes out, where and when doesn't matter... what's with the memorisation of school? it's like we keep a fetish of being constantly ready for being schooled... my memory circuit? ****... hangover... what's the last thing i ate? what was the last thing i wrote? and that's pretty much the end of all possible the ends.