On the first night your lips mesmerized mine I didn't love you On the day we sneaked to get a feel of what was never supposed to be I didn't love you When I couldn't sleep mesmerizing about the forbidden touch I didn't love you When I silently waited for our forbidden meetings I didn't love you When I ran so in need of your touch to my room during lunch time I didn't love you When I found your heart pulsating on my door for a moment of pleasure I didn't know you didn't love me When we fell inlove and out of love with other people I knew I don't love you When we pretended and became best friends I knew I didn't love you. when you fell inlove I didn't love you When I fell inlove I didn't love you When I got married I didn't love you When I had my kids I didn't love you When I could still feel the touch of your **** body on mine at family gatherings with a mere hug I didn't love you when I tried so hard to forget you I didn't want to love you. When we met every week for passionate meetings I did not love you And today I want you to know that I don't love you and never loved you I am just waiting for my next meeting with you so that I don't love you