She's certain I'm a narcissist now And maybe she's right But I don't think she realizes how much I cared for her The friendships that I severed for her The sacrifices. And even though she was right, That I never loved her, I always viewed her with incredible respect and dignity. Emma you were and are a deeply beautiful person. I'm truly sorry I made you feel so meretricious.
She'll never read this. And that hurts me as well.