I Always Wondered
What the Hell was the Problem with Her
That Lady,Yeah,  That One..
Right from the First Day
Resentful, Always Resentful
Like I Had Something She Wanted
And Was Enraged About It
And Then,
I Heard it
She WAS Competing
She Was Enraged
With Me..!
New to the center,
Unknowing but for Intuition,
Uninterested in Ranking,
Already Having Everything
But Still Not Happy

Until
Bam!!
Starlight!! Comforting Presence
All From Me!!
Happy in it, So Happy
Connection
To All the Women of the World

It Was My Pearls
A Rich Inheritance
Of Tradition
From a Family of Women
Who Cared Enough About Each other
To Make A Tradition
Thats What It Was
She Always Wanted That
Something Born,
Not Given
Born Not Bought
All of Them, In Fact
A Rich Tradition
Of Elegance
And Care
That Superceded
Life

She Didn't Have That

My Crime
Love
I Was Loved
Really Loved
By My Mother
The Best She Could

When She Passed
Cold Indifference
For Sole Revenge