Can't breathe through this pain Closed eyes it's still the same I'm caught up in the summer rain Constant hurt through season's change Pressing nails into filthy skin Ripping me open and looking in Bitterness seeping Pitch black betrayal Silent tears stitched mouths Inaccurate portrayal Forked path no direction Easy living but I'm still stressing Forked path, left or right Arms around knees tucked in so tight I'm screaming so loud surrounded by waves No one can hear me beneath this hurricane They say it's temporary, only for today But I'm walking on these coals for 100 years straight Burnt up heels crunching bones I grit my teeth, that's how it goes Slashing exes in my skin I can't breath I can't breath Just want to live I'm dying I'm dying Will I see you again ? It's all my fault I'm ******* sick Leave Leave Run away Close your eyes I'm so insane Leave leave Run away I don't need you I'm okay