So many bodies Crammed together like We a package deal I can smell the sweat and fumes right under the crook of my nose I get thrown around on the train And wonder if I'll become wiser I tried to write this with one thumb Balance Barely can A sharp curve and turn Much like everyday we open Our seeing eyes A man kindly offered me a seat He could have taken Packed for the night You answer telephone calls And give me sweet sugar I swallow and hold my own doses With a power I question Every hour of every day I ordered a book on crystals And healing Because somehow it all rubbed off on my bones I'm still finding my feet.