Do you know that feeling of wanting tow opposite things at the same time?
Drowning in your own mind, clinging to the sanity that is left.
Wanting to seek help, wanting to get worse.
Wanting to be with others and wishing to be left alone.
Hoping for a better tomorrow, hating it when it gets better.
Wishing to enjoy food, wishing to starve yourself.
Worrying about living, worrying about death.
Wanting to be homeless, wishing you have had home.
Youre broken.. You want to be put together but you want to be even more destroyed.
"What are you? Whats wrong with you?"
People ask you, and you get annoyed, but you want them to keep asking.
You hide your scars but you want others to notice.
Youre ****** up..
Everything isnt right in your life, but nothing is actually wrong either.