When you have those kind of feelings like you wanna peel your skin and rip your heart. You just want to be transparent and naked but it's really difficult. You want to look straight on their eyes. You want to be an open book and let them read your soul. You want to speak without trembling and pausing voice. You want to cry out all your tears. You want to laugh so hard until your stomach hurts. You want to feel alive. You want to live. Live in honesty. But you can't. Because you have guilt. You made wrong choices. You are insensitive and indecisive. You are selfish. You are heartless.

(03/11/16 — 1:09am)