This phenomena that harms me, unrealized for so long
get through it and don't think about it
practiced that way as a child
like a birth mark, marking genetic weakness
Present physically with no deep thought involved
Time and Demand made its way over in an ambulance truck
over and over again
because Life wanted to live
Benadryl you have always been my best friend
giving me the grace to overcome it
Focused now, I think about your progress
a **** in the garden relentless it grows
Attentive now, to aspects of this changing and moving
towards a solution
Aware of it's possibility
Great reason to believe this question will lead me to the largest
expansion I am meeting to know
How can I stop poisoning myself?