Trying to look at the positives but the negatives outweighs
Like a wave ready to defeat a vessel so it can be abandon for days.
My mind is all over the place yet i try to hold it together.
Trying to embrace that life will not be as light as a feather
Overwhelming as it can be from one mishap always leads to another thing.
That one thing turns into a catastrophe while I'm here stuck under the sheets sobbing about how can this be.
In the air fumes negativity but the monstors in my head are the ones that does not want to flee.
As they try to manipulate my sanity into controversy while my face play dummy aiming for satisfactory.
But who am i blame?  Trying my hardest yet it's still not enough
Getting older made me realize how times can be so tough.
But it's not about falling it's about picking yourself up,
Though you stumble or even drop you gotta gain stability and handle your stuff.
Giving myself advice still contemplating on thinking twice
I now see how life can be like rolling dice.
Still i wish to be understood, to be heard maybe my mind won't be in chaos over all the things I've lost.
Still i wish i was focused, now look at the damage I've caused.
God please tell me why everything keeps falling apart?



-dpk