I really cant say what it is about these girls that get me so indifferent. maybe it is their presence. I am well to understand how ****** that is. You would have to understand the mind of a long standing womanizer that never had the luck of women. now, grown and accepted I do not find myself caring nearly as much as one would think. the lovely blonde from forty minutes away spent the night last week but I couldnt recall the day and still have yet to find a way to accept that I have gotten this far without knowing her last name. How is this the future that I had envisioned in school, wanting love from a lovely person just to push lovely people away once they showed themselves. I guess there is not much to complain about, wine is six dollars a gallon and lee summit is only forty minutes away.