The salty scent of empty arms laughs Laughs Whipping my hair through the brine Fingers dancing Raw from the tide Taste on my tongue Enchanting Romancing me Shines with moonlight Hides with it Digging in the sand Gritty between my teeth and knees Broken glass Slipping from my grasp Blood coursing from my veins How quiet can my footsteps be? Walking toward the waves Lifting and falling Laughing at me Eyes twist away Blinking rapidly Too bright Too bright Surging Burning like a wildfire Bleeding through my skin Sobs drowned beneath the wind They cannot hear me now No time to say goodbye Just regret All regret for me Things I shouldn't have said Away they fly Cannot say goodbye. The water laps Cools my skin Embracing me Inviting me For years it called I stalled each time My hot skin drenched with perspiration Tears and resignation Come Come Drink from me I will cleanse you I will hold you You will not feel alone any longer Like a lions roar I stand Tall and beaten In the sand Toes curled Grains scratch my skin Though I cannot feel it now Breathing salty loneliness Through my nose I take that first step Foot pointed Until it aches The time has come The Beast awakes Diving in Breathing deep The water coursing through Reminding me of you And burning deeper, Hotter than The hottest ray of sun That ever burned whatever Man Who stood here crying in the sand Salt leaking in my lips Drying the cracks Twisting my hips My chest caves in The blood flows out The stones are banging on my skin My arms They flail My eyes wide open Burning like white flame You're omnipresent I cannot run away So the last drop of empty arms Grabs hold of me Hair floating in graceful patterns My neck stretched under alabaster moonlight And with that dreaded final thought I descend into the depths of Briny hate and salty steps But with a new man on my side The one who reaches with the tide