Everything in a whirl 
To neither your only girl. 
Love, was something you both claimed
But always, it ends. you're the only one to blame. 
Pushed me away, and let me in 
My two greatest loves you both have been. 
Choose one, can't be without the other 
Eventually, in my feelings I will be smothered.
More alike than it may seem, 
Understanding is something of a dream. 
Stuck in the moments, every moment so painful. 
What is the escape, why am I so vain full?