my heart is so heavy beating a mile a minute. my mind is so crowded the thoughts are flying by within seconds. my soul is so torn between emotion and logic; what's real, what's not? does he love me? will this rot? i hope not. but my feet feel like they've been put on lock. my fists are clenched, just as my lips are shut, and though i feel i know all the answers, still; i leave the spaces blank and unknown.