There's a hole inside me. I've learned to hide it to the point I can't even tell. But on nights like these it bothers me. How tiny I feel on this huge earth. The pain of reminiscing memories that come back to haunt me. Left inside thoughts that drown me. They won't allow me to sleep. If I were to sleep the nightmares will wake me. Only if I could have you right here Next to me. Or to talk to me in someway. I don't know how I can explain any of my missing pieces but all I know is. If you were here the entire puzzle would fade away. I could rest peacefully in my dreams. As long as you held me in my sleep. Then this hole inside me would cease to be.