I tried to be ok, but I can't. I might do something stupid and I'm really tired of getting close to people and situation that want to tell that I'm nothing Tonight I am sad, Tonight I am lonely. Each night I put my head to my pillow, try to tell myself that I'm strong enough, but not and decide. I want to run away, I want to go somewhere A place that no one knows me, where somewhere I can find peace and serenity.