she's shades of brown mud near the lake festering with geese a scanner that will never scan ever again a caffenated beverage she's the wind that makes the doors shake in the apartment at night and you swore it was the way she moved and you swore it was your psychosis returning **** not again she's the grating sound of the indentured laborers doing their thing at 7 am she's the smell of your hands before and after you wash them repeatedly and needlessly she lives in the paper that curls when burned and in the skin too she smells like cat litter and ozone and she tastes like 9 volt batteries that may or may not be useable.