I woke up at the crack of dawn...
cuckoos cooing their bit...
leaves rustling in the stale yesterday air...
my dog sleeps curled on the floor..
his innocent eyes questioning the morning...
I make my toast..
gulp down the lump in my throat...
lump of words i had hidden under the bed
only...if only...
i had confessed ...
only ...if only
my guards could fade...
only if only...
I would have said..

Hey you...yes you...
Do u hear me??
I wanted to say this..
Since your "hello"..
U r my destiny...
See my dull mornings??
The lights have dimmed...
I dimmed them with words untrue...
Look beyond the nonchalance in my eyes...
My soul is screaming...
from times unknown...
I have loved you...