I needed to go, I must. It'll be for their own good. it is for them not to be involved with my hardships. They are sad for letting me go. that at least made me happy.
But in my heart, *I sincerely wished that they've called my name and asked me to stay.
current thinking, you should have called and asked me to stay. coz in the first place I didn't want to leave... I don't know how to call this piece I'll just keep it by the date