Reoccurring emotions. Every few months I experience reoccurring emotions. I have a new life. New battles to face. However, every few months it occurs. The same fights with my mom. The same conversations about it with my sister. The same feeling of abandonment from my friends. The same crushing feeling of missing someone who lives 1,000 miles away. In the months inbetween everything is different. I believe the pattern will not occur once more. How could it? Nothing in my life is the same as before. Then it happens. It becomes time to battle the reoccurring emotions.