Every day I day dream about six feet Even when I'm sober or even when I sleep Everyday I wonder I think of my death I know it's gunna be painful Maybe not as bad as my stress Everyday I open my eyes I rise and shine I get out of my bed and just want to crawl right back in time It's like life is a test knowing I want to die Just to see how long I'll last b4 I take what's mine Everyday I daydream about being 6ft Everyday I wonder what it would be like with out me Got nothing going just use to walking these streets As good as I'm doing I close my eyes and I feel dead beat No calls no shows not one text I've been alone for months I give it one day no can remember only to forget Everyday I rise and shine fake smile waist of time... The only thing really going for me is that just one day I'm gunna take what's mine