I've never been the only one,
Just someone for a moment to have fun,
You're fine without me so go ahead and run,
I'll be here loading this gun.

And yes, I know that you're lying to me,
I'm only as stupid as it is to be hopeful,
I'm not denying the truth that I'm on the side,
I'm just tryna enjoy it while it's possible.

I know you're thinking of someone else,
Because suddenly I'm not yours,
Now I'm just Victor,
And you've closed all the doors.

There's someone inside with you,
But it's not me,
I can see his shadow carrying you upstairs,
And doing things I don't want to see.

And now all I want you to know is,
I wasn't planning to live anyways,
Don't stay to try to keep me from doing this,
Because you'll be wasting both of our days.

It's okay,
You can go be with him,
And I'll go **** myself,
Then we can all be happy.