I never want to remember, yet it hurts to forget. Tears flow like my regrets. A water fountain. A shock wave. Of feelings. Why can't I just let you go? Why can't your presence just escape my heart? I wish for nothing more than to not be torn the **** apart. They say time heals all wounds, But the wounds I feel aren't surface scars. They cut deep within. I'm not whole. I'm not a melody without you. My harmony. My solid ground. My love. You were my riptide. Yet you were the steadiest motion in my ocean. Joy and hope Joy and hope. You kept my life afloat. It hurts the most To know we just can not be. I wish we knew ourselves Individually. The love I have will live inside me until I die. Never fading. No replacing. Nothing will ever compare.