Every other day I become heartless
I've given my love, prove it shown my loyalty and distance has cost me heartache.

My mind plays pictures of what could be but only I see it. I saw a beautiful future with a soul that was handcrafted by God, made a promise to God & myself that I would honour her and protect her if he kept her in my life.

At this point in my life I am willing to break my promise to God,embrace more sacrifices for her but she leaves me no choice but to walk away from my dreams for us.

I wish I could spoil her with my ideas and future plans. She claims we are opposite and priorities are not aligned. Maybe one day she will return but I've given up but still love her and will never love anyone else.
I'd rather wait a lifetime or live a life with a reserved heart.